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Please, don't set me free me for your own peace of mind.Long ago, I could fly anywhere but,I don't have the confidence to flylike the days when my wings were threatened by the wind in the middle of the night.So for now, I'm still in a birdcage.I WANNA FLY SOMEDAY'Till the lost blue sky returns,I might as well sing a song for you.I had a dream, from the days that I flew around all day,without

As I think about a conversation I had with a dear friend of mine, she said the following:"...just looking at your blog..and for the first time? ...I'm a little sad to be female""it's a feeling created over time.. -nods- with each post I feel a little worse.. "As I sit here and think about it, I don't think there's many if any other females that feel the same, if at all. Maybe some worry about my

I Come Home Late At Night
With My Boots In My Hand
Stumble In The Back Door
Being Quiet As I Can
And I Know She's There In Bed
Cold And All Alone
And She's Cryin'
Because I'm Breaking Up Our Home

And She Knows
The Hell I'm Going Through
In This World
Inside My Head
There's A Devil
In The Bottle
And She Want's
To See Me Dead

I Fall Into Her Arms
And She Helps Me With My Clothes
I Guess She Stays

It's another lonely evenin',In another lonely townBut I ain't too young to worry,Nah I ain't too old to cry,When a woman gets me downGot another empty bottle,Mmmm n' another empty bedAin't too young to admit it,Nah I'm not too old to lie,I'm just another empty headMmmm that's why I'm loney... I'm so lonelyBut I know what I'm gonna do-I'm gonna ride on, ride on...(Ride on) Standin' on the edge of

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:David SmithBirthday:-Birthplace:Santurce, Puerto RicoCurrent Location:Peoria, IllinoisEye Color:BrownHair Color:BrownHeight:6'4Right Handed or Left Handed:Right handedYour Heritage:Americanized SpicThe Shoes You Wore Today:White Nike sneakersYour Weakness:White GirlsYour Fears:Being a HoboYour Perfect Pizza:Something with Gaucamole and a lot of meatsGoal

One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme when I was obsessed with time
All I know, time was just slipping way
And I watched it count down till the end of the day
Watched it watch me and the words that I say
The echo of the clock rhythm in my veins
I know that I didn't look out below
And I watched the time go right out the window

I'm down a one way street
With a one night stand
With a one track mind
Out in no man's land
The punishment sometimes
Don't seem to fit the crime

Yeah there's a hole in my soul
But one thing I've learned
For every love letter written
There's another one burned
So you tell me how it's gonna be this time

Is it over?
Is it over?
'Cause I'm blowin' out the flame

Take a walk outside your mind
Tell

Welcome to a tripInto my hurt feelingsTo the center of my soulYou better bring a lightTo find the house of meaningsIn the labyrinth of yeas or no.For you, life is just like chessIf you don't make a moveYou'll lose the game like thisCause you, you're walking on the edgeYou, you chose the way of love and painYou, don't you see the bridgeI've built for you, it's just one step to start again.Welcome

Ever feel that you need to drink people away? Or maybe you like to listen to music because nobody in real life is that good or worth while? Or maybe you just need to make sure that your rusted heart can feel from time to time.. here's my list that sort of does that..

My Sad List

You've kept me like a dog
like a crazy dog
You want to manipulate my life
you've sized me up pretty good.

I recognize that you excite me
but I think you've jumped the gun
you want to chain me to your desires
chain me at your feet
to your lap
and to your skin..

Like a dog
you've kept me,
and driven me crazy.
Like a dog
you've kept me,
and driven me crazy.

I don't know if I'm a masochist
or only

If it's a matter of confessing,
I don't know how to make coffee,
and I don't understand football/soccer.

I think even once I was unfaithful,
I even play parcheese badly,
and I never use a watch.

And to be more honest, nobody thinks about you
like I do
even if you are indifferent about it.

If it's a matter of confessing
I never sleep before 10
and I don't shower on Sundays.

The truth is also

Walk away if you want to.
It's OK, if you need to.
Well, you can run, but you can never hide
from the shadow that's creepin' up beside you.

And, there's a magic runnin' through your soul,
But you can't have it all.
(Whatever you do)
Well, I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
And I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two

Baby says I can't come with him
And I had read all of this in his eyes
Long before he even said so
Why go, I asked?
You know, and I know why
And it'll be just as quiet when I leave
As it was when I first got here
I don't expect anything

Take care
I've been hurt before
Too much time spent on closing doors
You may hate me, but I'll remember to love you
Goodbye
Don't cry
You know why
And it'll be

There's so much I want to say nowBut it's too late i knowThere's no way to heal these wounds nowAnd my heart bleeds for youAnd our love is crashing Like a tidal waveComing over meSo I wanted you to knowThat i finally let you goAfter all i've held on toThis is my goodbye to youI was always there for youBut you never saw the truthAnd the reason that i knowIs i've finally let you goYesterday you

Late at night I close my eyes
And think of how things could have been
And when I look back
I remember some words you had said to me

It's better to have lost at love
Then never to have loved at all

I won't forget you baby
(I won't forget you)
Even though I could
I won't forget you baby
(I won't forget you)
Even though I should, yeah

Sometimes in my head
I can still see pictures of you
And I

You've got your hair permed
You've got your red dress on
Talkin' bout how second gear was such a turn on
And the fog forming on my window tells me that the morning here
And you'll be gone before too long
Who taught you those new tricks?
Damn I should'nt start that talk,
but life is onw big question when your starin at the clock
And the answers always waiting at the liqour store, 40 oz to
Freedom,

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can’t be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony

The problem isn't that I found youThe problem is forgetting you.The problem isn't your absenceThe problem is is that I'm waiting for you.The problem isn't a problemThe problem is that it hurts.The problem isn't that you lie to meThe problem is that I believe you.The problem isn't that you playThe problem is that it's with me.If I liked you for being freethen who am I to change you?If I stay

If you tell me no, think about it twicebecause it might be more convenient to say no.If you tell me no, it could be that you're wrongand I'll make it my task to make you say yes.If you tell me yes I'll stop dreaming and I'll turn into an idiot,better to tell me no and give me that yes like a tear jerkerTell me no, thinking of a yesand leave the rest to mebecause if it gets to easythen love makes

... I understand why I am the way I am. Things are better meant to be observed. Scenery is only good from a distance. Nobody appreciates the view up close, it's only good far away so you can take a picture of it and admire it later. Anyways.. SONG TIME!! MWA HA HA HA

Do you believe in heaven above
do you believe in love
don't tell a lie don't be false and untrue
it all comes back to you

Open

There is something incredibly delicious about pale skin and dark hair...

Waited for you
I waited
Uninterrupted tomorrows elapsed
Paused and looked back
And lamented together over endless todays

Learned my lesson that memories won't last forever
I've been tearing up inside, crying in the corner of my heart

Wanted to tell you to hold on to
Times spent under the overpass, fleeting days
That I have such regrets - words I couldn't voice that day

There were times when we

Ahead in the twilight, is the moon lighted silver
We are projected as though in a mirror, carrying our helplessness and all
This song exists for me to fly to your town

You who are trembling and helpless
Will you one day become the wings of tomorrow that will save us?

The shadows point at 2 o'clock
The wind blows through the gaps between the shining red trees
If only I could fly to your town

6 am day after christmas
I throw some clothes on in the dark
The smell of cold
Car seat is freezing
The world is sleeping and
I am numb.

Up the stairs to her apartment
She is balled up on the couch
Her mom and dad went down io Charlotte
They’re not home to find us out
And we drive
Now that I have found someone
I’m feeling more alone
Than I ever have before

She’s a brick and I’m drowning slowly

I'm going to letmy guitar say everything that Ican't say for meor maybe I should waitso that the insult of the clockfinishes planing out my end.The smiles hurt so muchit takes the world for me to breatheit's because not having you here hurts me.I'm still surroundedby the shadow of youand they keep stealingall the words we had spokenand the kisses we sharedand like alwaystoday I'mthinking about

I've spent my life waiting
For that famous final scene
I believe you know the one
When she falls in love with me

As for you, you've been fakin' your smile
Fillin' your time
on small talk
And cheap wine
Knowing in your heart there was someplace
That you'd rather be

So right or wrong,
I wrote you this song
To tell you how I feel

Don't put up no fight
You just turn off the lights
Walk over here

Make me feel again
Slide across my skin again
Let me uncover you
to rediscover you.

And I will open up
If you promise to give in
On this perfect night
Let the two of us be one.

We will be again another time
No matter what all the others say
Cause I would leave it all so far behind
Just to be with you today.

So make me feel again
Feel your every breath again
Nevermind everyone
There's only me

Kid RockLivin' my life in slow hell.Different girl every night at the hotel.I ain't seen the sun shine in three damn days.Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whiskey.Wish I had a good girl to miss me.Lord, I wonder if I'll ever change my ways.I put your picture away.Sat down and cried today.I can't look at you while I'm lying, next to her.I put your picture away.Sat down and cried today.I can't look

Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give

I am just another fool, and I have to, keep telling myself thatI am just a hypocrite, and I have to, keep calling you oneAnd I forgot to bite my tongue, as my assumption, is the mother of all mistakesSo I assume the role, open my mouth, and clumsy words escapeSo why you, wanna be there, when you could be here, you are slipping awayI awake with your replacement, a bottle in my grasp, in an

What's really sad, is when you're so used to thinking the worst of yourself, you can't see the good someone else sees in you. You feel sad because you think you know better, and you don't. Every time you try to kill your emotions, there's that twinge from your soul that cries out to save a little bit of your emotions for later on. When you need those emotions, they come bursting out, and not a

So, the more and more I listen to the few songs I do have of AKFG, the happier I am that I ordered Sol-Fa. Here we go!Asian Kung-Fu Generation - A Flower Named After YouBy an obvious form of despair, my hollow spinning heart is loopedThoughtlessly somehow progressing motionless story.When was it that we lost the something along the way we know all too well todayPointlessly somehow progressing

Bah, I had this nice and long thing typed up on my mac and it didn't post.

Well, I'm rather in a crappy mood. It's leaning towards self deprecating and hate, which is nothing new. I'm not fond of myself, big fucking surprise there. I don't have the will or drive that some of my friends do to chase after the female species. Hell, I don't care enough about myself to make myself happy, nor will I

Asian Kung-Fu Generation: Haruka Kanata

Hit the gas! There's no need to finagle, oh yeah!
We'll go all through the night.
I'll complain at the end, the balance is zero, oh yeah!
We'll whittle the days away...

When you open your heart a little, and pull someone close to you,
Your feelings will surely reach them deeper, yeah...

Hurry it up! Wring it out!
Though my legs are all tangled, they

I watch a lot of Anime, big surprise there. I also enjoy the music that I watch from anime that never gets ported over properly to the US. I recently watched Naruto and Full Metal Alchemist (fansubbed of course) and I Found this neat group, AKFG. I've gone on a download and buying frenzy for their music. Here's a port from the 4th? Opening for Full Metal Alchemist... translated thanks to Tofu

I've got lots of empty beer bottles on my desk and it's only 5:34pm... let the sad music play, and let myself drown in all the bottles so I can have a blurry view of the world so I can admire the beautiful things in life and forget enough about me to fully enjoy them all.Aerosmith - AmazingI kept the right ones outAnd let the wrong ones inHad an angel of mercy to see me through all my sinsThere

I was surprised one day that Offspring could make a mood song like this one. It goes down well with Zombie and B-151!

Offspring - Gone Away

Maybe in another life
I could find you there
Pulled away before your time
I can't deal it's so unfair

And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away

Leaving flowers on

Oh McChrist... this is a song from the first or second season of power rangers. It's called I will Win. I've always been a fan of songs like this (points to the Fatal Fury song further down bellow). If this guy made regular cd's, he'd own!

Aaron Waters - I will win

I know their deal
I know their sound
I know their feel.
Well I know the end.

And all I say
is all I ever have to say
I know the

So, a friend of mine today was being a little bastard, but he eventually found a song that he thought sounded a lot like me. That fucker was right, it does..Staind - Run AwayI'm still scared. Afraid of failing Anticipating, the ride to end.before the wheels begin to move.(Run away) So I can hide. (Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing. (Run away) I'm dead inside. (Run away) Why don't I care?

Bad Religion has been a favorite group of mine since early high school. Here's one from Stranger Than Fiction

Bad Religion - Leave mine to me

There are desperate times upon us,
there are codes of white and black,
political resentment and people start to crack.
There's hate and opposition,
there's fumbling dialog,
yet you sit there and judge me
and you think it makes a difference.

If you think

..I get to have a much needed binge drinking day. I rented Nine 1/2 Weeks, and I think I found my calling in life. I think thsy Mickey Rourke is my new hero. He has this cool and calm collected air to him, yet he has that smile. Oddly enough, he looks a lot like Alejandro Sanz. It's that look and smile that I also have. The hair and the light unshaved look. Totally different kinds of people, but

There was a point in time where I enjoyed to fight. I thought and felt that fighting was everything. The end all be all so to speak. I practiced for hours to be good at it. To be able to observe someone and beat them. I spent hours running barefoot on the highway, picking and punching palm trees, deadening nerve endings to feel less pain, kicking, punching, grappling, and so on. I recall a time

So, I realized I started keeping these lyrics more so for me, seeing as how you can google them. Hopefully one day I'll have a neato collection..

Seven Mary Three - Shelf Life

Words keep falling from my mouth,
trying just to slow them down.
Keep on spilling around,
saying "Why do you hurt me?"
And if anger is my gift,
the only gift I'm fit to bring
Then put me on your shelf,
see the wind turn

So, I sat down, and picked from a prefered playlist and this song started playing and I never looked for the lyrics for it before. Now I have.

Brand New - Am I Wrong

Well I talk
Too much
To myself
And I turn my back on my faith
It's like glass
When we Break
I wish no one in my place

And I've seen
You don't need their seeds
When the cut goes in deep
And I'm lost in sleep.

I can't

I think it's time for some Misfits songs... it is 'ween time after all.Misfits - Dig up her bonesAnything is what she isAnywhere is where she's fromAnything is what she'll beAnything as long as it's mineAnd the door, it opens, is the way back inOr is it, the way back outAny place is where she'll beAny place, she'll see you fromLies and secrets become your worldAny time, anywhere, she takes me

I have no idea what it is I do want, however, here's a song that helps sort of.. maybe.. I dunno..

Offspring - All I want

Ya Ya Ya Ya Ya
Day after day your home life's a wreck
The powers that be just breathe down your neck
You get no respect
You get no relief
You gotta speak up
And yell out your piece
So back off your rules
Back off your jive
Cause I'm sick of not living to stay alive
Leave me

Alejandro Sanz performed for MTV unplugged. The Audio is amazing, and so is the music, here's one of the songs that only appeared at that show.And later tonight, the misfits will perform.. huzzah!Alejandro Sanz - Y solo se me ocurre amarteLife is so pure and youso full of peaceand I can only think about loving you.You fill my life with lightyou fill the sky, the earth and he seaand I can only

I have this sudden urge to dress up as a priest. I have no idea why.

Guns 'N' Wankers - Skin Deep

Keep telling me youre skin deep
And I believe you.
Youre telling me talk is cheap.
But you wont need to.
Keep telling me good things come to those who wait,
And I wont be there.
Youll find out for yourself, soon enough.
I wont try to make it right.
Or make it understood.
When that point of

I like punk music, yes yes I do. I like music that gives me something to think about. Motivates me to get up and do what I should do. Motivates me to get off my ass and not let myself drown in sorrow like an idiot. It's time to show that I'm alive I'm gonna change, I'm going to change. I will change. I will grow, I will bend and yield, but I will not break. I shall not falter, but I will push

This is a neat song. The song is named Big, for grander, but I think they mean older. I could be wrong.

Alejandro SAnz ft. P. Valessi - Grande

I am one
who fell asleep in history class
and still they see me with my own way to be.
I'm the boy
who declared his love in the form of songs
disgissing from shame, so much delirium.

I'm a boy, albeit the 30 years that I've lived
I know well that I'll

So, I was walking out in the light rain and heard this song. I think it goes well with the gloomy Peoria weather, and the light trickles of rain on my face.Why are people afraid of the rain? I relish to waslk in the rain. My clothes get wet, but, it's very fun. Anyways, here's my Broken Heart.Alejandro Sanz - Corazón PartioFinally you see it, that there isn't 2 without 3that life comes and goes

Heh, going through my CD's that I'm backing up, another gem.

Metallica - Low man's lyric

My eyes seek reality
My fingers seek my veins
There's a dog at your back step
He must come in from the rain
I fall cause I let go
The net below has rot away
So my eyes seek reality
And my fingers seek my veins

The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bear to see
What I've let me

I think I'm more of a night owl. The morning does look beautiful at times. The night, is equally beautiful, if not more so. The stars and the moon, the eternal chase of the sun and the moon. Oh well, without further ado.Alejandro Sanz - It's always nightTalk to meabout how the sun would setwhile you talk I'll thinkhow beautiful you are how lucky I am to bethe half of an afternoon storythat I

Green Midgets - just an absurd love song


I saw myself spinning
all around you
I fall in a downward spiral
straight into your heart.
Something essential
will sustain me.. yeah..

I have impregnated
all of your warmth
that wonderful feeling
of your body and your scent.
I can feel
the deepness of your being

Can't you see that I'm
dying of love for you
I Don't know what else to do
I want to see

Still my favorite artist. I can listen over and over again his music and smile a bit. Anyways, I thought I would share this one.

Alejandro Sanz - Como te hechado de menos (How much I've missed you)

There exists a boy that lives in me
fighting just to have you
that relives moments,
that are long past, and makes me think,
confusing reality,
forcing me to listen.

Your voice saying from afar
how

82% is good enough for me! Official Survivor Congratulations! You scored 82%! Whether through ferocity or quickness, you made it out. You made theright choice most of the time, but you probably screwed up somewhere.Nobody's perfect, at least you're alive. My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 64% on

Punk O Rama Volume 2 I think... *checks quickly* yes, yes it is. I think it goes well with Way Away, or at least it should be mixed in a CD together. Oh well.Millencolin - BullionTwenty one, feeling downI tell you nothing with a thousand words and I weaker get, with every stepI waste my money on compact disc's and staly fishI can't remember the last time I did something that made me feel allright

Yes, I know it's by Joel.. but, I like punk music.Me First and the Gimme Gimmes - Only the good die young (remake)Come out Virginia don't let me waitCatholic girls start much too lateBut sooner or later it comes down to fateI might as well be the oneWell they showed you a statue and told you to prayThey built you a temple and locked you awayBut they never told you the price you would payFor

So, I walk out of 2 tests today, and I listen to this song and I get a few chuckles as I walk around and look around like I do and walk home and look at my shitty room and can't figure out how old I really am.Blink 182 - What's my age again?I took her out it was a Friday nightI wore cologne to get the feeling rightWe started making out and she took off my pantsBut then I turned on the TVAnd

So, I was talking to my friend Brad the other night and told him about some of the changes I had gone through. He was surprised, and impressed. He was shocked that I could grow as a person, and so was I. As I sit here and recall that conversation, I recognize that I can grow, that I can change, that I can fix things, that I can better myself. I can. So, I will dedicate this song to the things

So, as I listen to itunes, I hadn't realized I downloaded a few country songs off my local network. At first I Was gonna delete it, but then I saw the song name and thought it fits with my role perfectly. So, now I look around for other little country gems that I may not have heard before. Now, I have an urget to own cowboy boots and a cowboy hat. Granted, I'm too much of a big idiot for either

Because it needs to be rementioned.So are the analysts right that the sun will soon set on the iPod Age? The truth is, the iPod has faced stiff competition from some of the industry's best-known companies since the day it was introduced. Yet even after four years, all of Dell's horses and all Sony's men haven't made a dent in the iPod's dominance. And with the introduction of gorgeous, functional

It starts with time really. A lot of people don't have much of it left anymore. We're all ticking on our own clock. I rediscovered the time I have left, and, I'm going to do what I've been wanting to do. To those I've hurt, my sincerest apologies. To those that have hurt me, I deserved it.To those that I'll never meet, there's better.To those that know me, you never knew me.The countdown starts

I think I'm going to ignore posting the spanish part for this song, it's just so long. Also, I'm happy with this translation. Every single time I think I'm with someone I mildly like, there's this part of me that kicks in and pushes the world away. I'm too used to being alone that I just keep to myself and it makes life a lot simpler. It's ok though. When I look at all of my other friends that

Going along with the same theme that I've had lately, I was going through more of my spanish songs and found this one. Enjoy!

Jarabe de Palo - Dos días en la vida

Hay dos días en la vida
para los que no nací
dos momentos en la vida
que no existen para mí,
ciertas cosas en la vida
no se hicieron para mí
hay dos días en la vida
para los que no nací.

El primero de esos días
fue cuando te conocí

I bought 7 more dvd's recently and I'm 1 shy from breaking the 200 mark!


Nadesico: The Motion Picture
Point of No Return
Copycat
Doc Hollywood
The Net
Con Air
Navy Seals

And of course, I need to add the sappy song to go with the mood before I hit up some crown royal and see what mean things I can do to myself. Again, there's a theme that repeats itself in some of the songs I post, a role I think I'm suited best for. Then again, I'm a broken hopeless romantic who doesn't know where he's going and can't picture himself with anything good. I do know one thing, it's

Heh, I don't know how to explain it. In my own deluded psychosis, I often times can't wait to get home and be left alone in peace. Hopefully knock back a lot of beers and pass out watching something and then wake up with that dry mouth feeling. Nothing too fancy you know? So, low and behold, iTunes has shown me the light again! The school year has already started. I already see the hundreds of

So, after talking with someone who shall remain anonymous.. I was able to use the following line in an actual conversation.. and it pertained to the conversation!!

- Dave - says:
the purple helmeted warrior of love must travel to the caves of emptyness through the thighs of peril..

I feel mighty!! go Pen 15 go!

And one of the other songs was this one... which makes me center myself in another set of roles I see myself playing the part perfectly. I know so because I already have and continue to do so. Also, I think sometimes these are transliterations because I can never convey in english how the song really makes me feel. You'll never see my smile or cheezy grin.

Alejandro Sanz - My soledad y yo

Como

I've never seen myself in anything that great or good. It's not my role in life to be that happy guy. It's not my role to be the guy you say "I want to be just like him....". I don't know what my role is in this world. I do know that I can picture myself in certain roles in this world. Every guy can pull off the broken down guy after a breakup. I think I've got the talent to portray the broken up

I love my channel, to show my love, I am going to rip what my good friend Cy did, and use sloganizer to sexify my love. Hee, I love T-NStyle 5 (simple)Style 3 (simple)Style 2 (yellow art)Style 1 (display panel)

So, if you don't know I'm the worst pervert ever, we shall clear that up right freaking now. I need to quote Glen here for some support because I think just as poorly as he does.For the uninitiated: A fan of the ladies, Quagmire is Spooner St's resident perv. Quagmire has an unhealthy obsession with Lois, feet, and underage women. Giggity giggity. Brian: Ugh, I can't beileve you're serving a

iTunes, you rule my world. Going through my list, I found this Gem. Wow, slowly but surely I'm making a neat playlist to get drunk with and forget about women entirely. Have you got any suggestions? Oh, one more quick comment: I actually don't dance, which is rather funny.George Michael - Careless WhispersTime can never mendThe careless whispers, of a good friendTo the heart and mind, ignorance

I like movies a lot. A favorite of mine is The Replacements. In it, there's a song by Lit, and I don't know it to be popular with everyone else, but it's amazing to me. Here we go...

Lit - Ziplock

I've been stealing
Time where I can get it from
I've been losing
the Grip on what I used to hold
If I could get another chance
I'd put it in a Ziploc bag
And keep it in my pocket
Keep it in my

So, while in various conversations (be they irc,aim,msn,etc) I recalled I bought The Last Dragon movie, and I had a hankering to listen to the theme song that's got the line "you are the last dragon, you posses the power, of the glow!". As I was listening to it, I wondered what the actual lyrics are. So, I Just fucking Google it. Wouldn't you know it? NOBODY has the lyrics for this song, let

... if she only knew that I bought new stuff for my bed and threw the old stuff away. It all even matches! ha ha. Check out my DVD list, the count now is 192!

I found another Ataris gem! This one is kind of neat, after watching Pen & Teller: Bullshit! on love, yeah, this song fits just fine. Then again, I like that iTunes eventually played it on random shuffle. I'll be 24 sort of soon. I haven't decided how to drown myself just yet. I'm working on it. School starts soong, I shall finally graduate with a Bachelors degree in Mechanical Engineering with a

I think it's a safe bet to say that if you know me, you know how I roll. I'm not a skirt chaser, I don't make any particular move towards women. I don't hit on them, I don't go out of my way to contact them, and least of all, I don't commit. I think it's pretty safe to say, most every person I talk with knows about my ways. Am I gay? Not at all. I adore the female body and anatomy too much to

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So, it's common knowledge that I love (yes love, thank you) anime, sentai, manga, and go. So, tonight, I checked on this bleach website and got a In Your Face I was so not expecting! Christ! Wow!

I had to share with the world. Just, Wow! On a good note, you can go to BleachExile and download the music for the

Heh, read into it as you like. There was a part of the song that hit just right. Enjoy!The Ataris - Bad Case Of Broken Hearttoday I'm missing somethingin this small new england town.here's to you my best friend.just wanted to say that I misshaving you around.I'm staring at your picturesand dreaming that I could hold your hand.We'd walk down to the oceanand I would write your name in the sand.They

I enjoy humor. I believe, like George does, that anything can be funny. Humor depends on how you construct a joke. Anything can be funny. Of course, one of his best comment from his Parental Advisory album is as follows:

"...you want to piss off a feminist, call her a cum catcher! That'll get her attention. Ah, don't act disgusted, don't act disgusted. Half of you are going to go home and go

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I'm a huge Alejandro Sanz fan. I can't even begin to count the number of times I've gotten so trashed listening to these songs. He's one of the most talented men who can cheer an audience with his voice and a piano. His songs can have so many underlying meanings, that I can say almost every time I hear a song over, I can find something new to enjoy about it. Sadly, I'm too lazy to make the

Deka Deka Deka Dekaranger... is a great series. If you love toku, you should watch it. And then watch all of the other great toku series out there. And then, buy the soundtracks for each one. Houji - Blue is the sky Kakenukete yuku kyou ni accessKirihiraite 'ku asu ni actionKokoro no oku ni himeta passiongo on go onNemurenai yoru all night long nightKowaku wa nai sa all right so

As much as I rag on or about women, I am their biggest admirer. When I type that, those that know me will say something like "yeah, you'd fuck the shit out of them" heh. Nah, admire, from a distance. That's the most appropriate description of me. Is it lonely? Only when I don't have any more booze to go with the admiring, then it's really lonely. Other than that though, they are still amazing

There are times, when I look far away, women are great. The closer I get, BAM! Bad idea. I always seem to steer off course and when I run into these mishaps, I'm content to be single and unwanted, it makes the drinking more fun anyways, heh.

Face to Face - I want

Everybody wants the truth
But everybody lies
Everybody wants some proof
But everybody’s blind
So open up your eyes

I really don’t

Heh, I'm on my 471563th chance. Oh well, there's the bar, she'll help me forget. Hoop Hoop, Hooray!

.38 Special - Second Chance

Since you been gone
I feel my life slipping away
I look to the sky
And everything is turnin' grey
All I made was one mistake
How much more will I have to pay
Why can't you think it over
Why can't you forget about the past

When love makes this sound baby
A heart

.38 Special - Hold on loosely

You see it all around you
Good lovin' gone bad
And usually it's too late when you, realize what you had
And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago,
Who told me,
Just Hold On Loosely, but don't let go
If you cling to tightly,
you're gonna lose control
Your baby needs someone to believe in
And a whole lot of space to breathe in

It's so damn easy, when

Heh, I've mostly enjoyed Fat Mikes' lyrics that he puts together for his songs, and this one is no exception..

NoFX - The Longest Line

In the darkest tunnel it's nice to see a light
Not just a headlight
Like the one that's heading right for me
It would be nice if things could turn out right
Turn out right yeah
Don't think I'll ever see the day

I must have done something wrong
Or maybe pissed

Hee, I turned on my ipod, and this was the first song that came up. Mmmmm

Gorillaz - 19-2000

The world is spinning too fast
I´m buying lead Nike shoes
To keep myself tethered
To the days I try to lose

My mama said to slow down
You should make your shoes
Stop dancing to the music
Of Gorillaz in a happy mood

Keep a mild groove on

Ba ba ba
Day dee bop

There you go!
Get the cool!
Get the cool

So, out of boredom and morbid curiosity, I'm trying to make 2 people I know hook up. Also, I want to see if they bother looking at my blog to know that I'm plotting and scheming. Mwa ha ha.

So, I think I'll be at school for one more semester. Probably live alone in the fall, then jump into grad school.

Right now, I'm highly fucking amused, so, no sad or pissy songs for right now. Heh, though,

It surprises me that 2 groups that do not seem sexual in any way would make songs like these. Hhhmmm, they are good songs, just, I find it interesting.

Puddle of Mud - Control

I love the way you look at me
I feel the pain you place inside
lock me up inside ya dirty cage
when I'm alone inside my mind

I'd like to teach you all the rules
I get to see them set in stone
I like it when you chain me

I enjoy the bdsm lifestyle. I enjoy kink, erotica, verbal foreplay, and so on. I am biased, I love the view of a woman properly tied up and spanked red. It's a beautiful thing. More so, I enjoy the sounds they make, the whimper after a smack, the quiver of anticipation, the slight fear involved. It's a mix of all of these and other elements that makes for an amazing experience. I was introduced

I like music. I think I post the lyrics here just to have a collection of what I like, random and nice. Just a random mix of melodies that can make me from a quivering mass, to a raging demon, to a mindless flirt. Heh, another for today.

Seal - Kiss from a rose

There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high

I give thanks that I don't have a religion. My parents gave me a choice. I chose not to. Too many people have died over a belief. Me? I'm just having fun with my booze and watching the fanatics from behind a blurry view.

REM - Losing My Religion

Life is bigger
It’s bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no, I’ve said too much
I set it up

Wow this girl is yum. She has an awesome voice that for some reason reminds me of Alanis Morissette. I'm a fan of bleach, a lot of people are I think. Well, here are the lyrics to Life is like a boat.Rie Fu - Life is like a boatNobody knows who I really amI never felt this empty beforeAnd if I ever need someone and come alongWho's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?We are all rowing the boat of

I think I'm happy (yes happy) to be single. I'm happy to never have kids and I'm happy to never end up married. I've observed other people, and I can't do it. Nor, could I fathom a reason why I'd want to. So, what else is left to do? I have/had goals and aspirations. When you have no progeny to remind the world who you were, what else is left for you to do? I want to do a few things still, but

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Ataris - In spite of the world

I woke up from this dream to find that I was sleeping
So I went back to sleep and I dreamed I was awake.
I locked myself inside but you were on the outside
I stood outside and watched but I couldn't let you in.

Maybe you could see inside yourself.

Wrote a letter to myself, but I couldn't bare to send it.
So I tore

Wow, I sat here, after I posted Otherside and now I heard this song and it almost brought tears to my eyes just hearing it. I can't point my finger on it, the melody and voice just, made me sit here and think of what I am and what I'm to do.Tool ft. Creed - AloneIt's been a long day at the bottom of the hill,she died of a broken heart.She told me I was living in the past,drinking from a broken

So, walking alone at night brings a lot of perspective to me as it usually does. The right/wrong kind of music will help push the views out in the proper way. I'd like to hear from someone who is a nice guy and ends up relatively well. If nothing but to see someone else who does well to end well. I like music, from it making you happy to when it can bring you down to your knees and crumble and

After a few drinks, I turn up the old sappy shit. Yeah yeah I know I'm old, the song is old. If it ain't broke, don't fix it. This son't ain't broke, it's perfect. I don't have anything amazing, or words of wisdom to impart with you.I have experiences; my experiences. After many a bottle, I realized that the answer to the meaning of life, the universe and everything is 54. I think I'm rambling

Pst, hey, hey you. Got any illegal software? Huh huh? Do you have an http site or ftp site that I could get stuff from? I obviously don't have the capacity nor the patience to try different avenues for obtaining software. If it becomes too difficult, I don't want to do it. So, you got anything for me man? Peer to peer seems flaky, but a website, that's trustworthy. I can trust it. Could you help

Disclaimer: Read into it what you will. Yes, you know who you are little people.

While I drown in bottles, I often times find a song that actually makes me feel again. Feel a yearning or longing for someone. Often times, it's more a complacent feeling knowing that I'm not that kind of person. Oh well. Time to share!

The way you're bathed in light
Reminds me of that night
God let me down into

Opinions are a great thing. At least I think so. I don't mean to go on a rant, but, If you have something to say, say it to the people who give a fuck. If you somehow feel the urge to let other people know about something you're thinking, and it looks like they don't particularly care, SHUT UP! Nobody gives a damn if you're going somewhere, or if you don't like something I do. I don't force

#TV-NihonI'm one of the operators in T-N. And, I'm very pleased to announce that our first episode release of Onmyou Taisenki is a big hit! In less than a day, this is what the BT tracker reported:[T-N]_Onmyou_Taisenki_01[D73B9C2D].avi (230 MB) Seeders:224 Leechers:228 Completed Downloads:2,511Just wow! I'm more marveled by this because this is the first series I've had the priviledge of doing

I'll never figure women out. Do I care to? No. However, I'm still in search for the quantity of alcohol to see how much it takes to forget them. Let me clear this up. This is not a hate message, this is just here for my benefit I suppose.A while back, I gave up on the concept/notion of marriage or ever having kids. I still look at women, and maybe I'm not supposed to get it. Maybe I'm just here

So, my foot has been really jacked lately. For those of you that think it is, It's not Gout!!!. Somehow, the tendon/muscle behind the ankle on my left foot got bruised, damaged, something that cause the ankle to swell up, and because of that I couldn't even walk or sleep. This has happened to my right foot though. What leaves me with a wtf look on my face is the following: Why not both feet? Why

I think I realize now what my parents hated about coming home when they were working all day and I was just at home doing jack shit. I know now exactly how it feels. I might also add that a) I'm getting old, and b) it pisses me off beyond belief. On a separate note, being less at home has made me get more work done. Yay me!

I found this song amongst my vast collection, and it caught me off guard. Enjoy!

if I told you he was your brother
we could reminisce
then you would go about your day
if I said you ought to give him
some of your water
you'd shake your canteen and walk away
the perception that divides you from him
is a lie
for some reason you never asked why
this is not a black and white world
you can't

More song lyrics! And for no reason either, so don't read into it.


I'm sick of feeling like the faceless one
But that's all changed because I've found someone

If I had blinked I probably never would have met her
And now I wouldn't change a thing

She seems to sparkle with her every move
My mind goes crazy when she's in the room

If I had blinked I probably never would have met her
And now I

Today, in casual conversation, I was able to actually ask the following:

So, this hospital, is it the kind where people look at you through a little glass window?


I also forgot to mention that it pertained to the actual fucking conversation!! Go fucking me!