Just fucking wow..

Bah, I had this nice and long thing typed up on my mac and it didn't post.

Well, I'm rather in a crappy mood. It's leaning towards self deprecating and hate, which is nothing new. I'm not fond of myself, big fucking surprise there. I don't have the will or drive that some of my friends do to chase after the female species. Hell, I don't care enough about myself to make myself happy, nor will I