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6 am day after christmas
I throw some clothes on in the dark
The smell of cold
Car seat is freezing
The world is sleeping and
I am numb.

Up the stairs to her apartment
She is balled up on the couch
Her mom and dad went down io Charlotte
They’re not home to find us out
And we drive
Now that I have found someone
I’m feeling more alone
Than I ever have before

She’s a brick and I’m drowning slowly

I'm going to letmy guitar say everything that Ican't say for meor maybe I should waitso that the insult of the clockfinishes planing out my end.The smiles hurt so muchit takes the world for me to breatheit's because not having you here hurts me.I'm still surroundedby the shadow of youand they keep stealingall the words we had spokenand the kisses we sharedand like alwaystoday I'mthinking about

I've spent my life waiting
For that famous final scene
I believe you know the one
When she falls in love with me

As for you, you've been fakin' your smile
Fillin' your time
on small talk
And cheap wine
Knowing in your heart there was someplace
That you'd rather be

So right or wrong,
I wrote you this song
To tell you how I feel

Don't put up no fight
You just turn off the lights
Walk over here

Make me feel again
Slide across my skin again
Let me uncover you
to rediscover you.

And I will open up
If you promise to give in
On this perfect night
Let the two of us be one.

We will be again another time
No matter what all the others say
Cause I would leave it all so far behind
Just to be with you today.

So make me feel again
Feel your every breath again
Nevermind everyone
There's only me

Kid RockLivin' my life in slow hell.Different girl every night at the hotel.I ain't seen the sun shine in three damn days.Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whiskey.Wish I had a good girl to miss me.Lord, I wonder if I'll ever change my ways.I put your picture away.Sat down and cried today.I can't look at you while I'm lying, next to her.I put your picture away.Sat down and cried today.I can't look

Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give

I am just another fool, and I have to, keep telling myself thatI am just a hypocrite, and I have to, keep calling you oneAnd I forgot to bite my tongue, as my assumption, is the mother of all mistakesSo I assume the role, open my mouth, and clumsy words escapeSo why you, wanna be there, when you could be here, you are slipping awayI awake with your replacement, a bottle in my grasp, in an

What's really sad, is when you're so used to thinking the worst of yourself, you can't see the good someone else sees in you. You feel sad because you think you know better, and you don't. Every time you try to kill your emotions, there's that twinge from your soul that cries out to save a little bit of your emotions for later on. When you need those emotions, they come bursting out, and not a

So, the more and more I listen to the few songs I do have of AKFG, the happier I am that I ordered Sol-Fa. Here we go!Asian Kung-Fu Generation - A Flower Named After YouBy an obvious form of despair, my hollow spinning heart is loopedThoughtlessly somehow progressing motionless story.When was it that we lost the something along the way we know all too well todayPointlessly somehow progressing

Bah, I had this nice and long thing typed up on my mac and it didn't post.

Well, I'm rather in a crappy mood. It's leaning towards self deprecating and hate, which is nothing new. I'm not fond of myself, big fucking surprise there. I don't have the will or drive that some of my friends do to chase after the female species. Hell, I don't care enough about myself to make myself happy, nor will I

Asian Kung-Fu Generation: Haruka Kanata

Hit the gas! There's no need to finagle, oh yeah!
We'll go all through the night.
I'll complain at the end, the balance is zero, oh yeah!
We'll whittle the days away...

When you open your heart a little, and pull someone close to you,
Your feelings will surely reach them deeper, yeah...

Hurry it up! Wring it out!
Though my legs are all tangled, they

I watch a lot of Anime, big surprise there. I also enjoy the music that I watch from anime that never gets ported over properly to the US. I recently watched Naruto and Full Metal Alchemist (fansubbed of course) and I Found this neat group, AKFG. I've gone on a download and buying frenzy for their music. Here's a port from the 4th? Opening for Full Metal Alchemist... translated thanks to Tofu

I've got lots of empty beer bottles on my desk and it's only 5:34pm... let the sad music play, and let myself drown in all the bottles so I can have a blurry view of the world so I can admire the beautiful things in life and forget enough about me to fully enjoy them all.Aerosmith - AmazingI kept the right ones outAnd let the wrong ones inHad an angel of mercy to see me through all my sinsThere

I was surprised one day that Offspring could make a mood song like this one. It goes down well with Zombie and B-151!

Offspring - Gone Away

Maybe in another life
I could find you there
Pulled away before your time
I can't deal it's so unfair

And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away

Leaving flowers on

Oh McChrist... this is a song from the first or second season of power rangers. It's called I will Win. I've always been a fan of songs like this (points to the Fatal Fury song further down bellow). If this guy made regular cd's, he'd own!

Aaron Waters - I will win

I know their deal
I know their sound
I know their feel.
Well I know the end.

And all I say
is all I ever have to say
I know the

So, a friend of mine today was being a little bastard, but he eventually found a song that he thought sounded a lot like me. That fucker was right, it does..Staind - Run AwayI'm still scared. Afraid of failing Anticipating, the ride to end.before the wheels begin to move.(Run away) So I can hide. (Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing. (Run away) I'm dead inside. (Run away) Why don't I care?

Bad Religion has been a favorite group of mine since early high school. Here's one from Stranger Than Fiction

Bad Religion - Leave mine to me

There are desperate times upon us,
there are codes of white and black,
political resentment and people start to crack.
There's hate and opposition,
there's fumbling dialog,
yet you sit there and judge me
and you think it makes a difference.

If you think

..I get to have a much needed binge drinking day. I rented Nine 1/2 Weeks, and I think I found my calling in life. I think thsy Mickey Rourke is my new hero. He has this cool and calm collected air to him, yet he has that smile. Oddly enough, he looks a lot like Alejandro Sanz. It's that look and smile that I also have. The hair and the light unshaved look. Totally different kinds of people, but

There was a point in time where I enjoyed to fight. I thought and felt that fighting was everything. The end all be all so to speak. I practiced for hours to be good at it. To be able to observe someone and beat them. I spent hours running barefoot on the highway, picking and punching palm trees, deadening nerve endings to feel less pain, kicking, punching, grappling, and so on. I recall a time

So, I realized I started keeping these lyrics more so for me, seeing as how you can google them. Hopefully one day I'll have a neato collection..

Seven Mary Three - Shelf Life

Words keep falling from my mouth,
trying just to slow them down.
Keep on spilling around,
saying "Why do you hurt me?"
And if anger is my gift,
the only gift I'm fit to bring
Then put me on your shelf,
see the wind turn

So, I sat down, and picked from a prefered playlist and this song started playing and I never looked for the lyrics for it before. Now I have.

Brand New - Am I Wrong

Well I talk
Too much
To myself
And I turn my back on my faith
It's like glass
When we Break
I wish no one in my place

And I've seen
You don't need their seeds
When the cut goes in deep
And I'm lost in sleep.

I can't