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When you were here beforeCouldn't look you in the eyeYou're just like an angelYour skin makes me cryYou float like a featherIn a beautiful worldI wish I was specialYou're so fucking specialBut I 'm a creepI 'm a weirdoWhat the hell am I doing here?I don't belong hereI don't care if it hurtsI want to have controlI want a perfect bodyI want a perfect soulI want you to noticeWhen I'm not

I try to breathe Memories overtaking me I try to face them but the thought is too Much to conceive I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness That my life became 'cause I just needed someone to talk to You were just too busy with yourself You were never there for me to Express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like

It's been a while Since I could hold my head up high and it's been a while Since I first saw you It's been a while since i could stand on my own two feet again and it's been a while since i could call you But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem the consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means It's been a while since i could say that i wasn't addicted

There are times when I've wonderedAnd times when I've criedWhen my prayers they were answeredAt times when I've liedBut if you asked me a questionWould I tell you truthNow there's something to bet onYou've got nothing to loseWhen i've sat by the windowAnd gazed at the rainWith an ache in my heartBut never feeling the painAnd if you would tell meJust what my life meansWalking a long roadNever

I never, said I'd sit and lie in wait foreverIf I died we'd be together nowI can't always just forget herBut she could tryWell,At the end of the worldOr the last thing I seeYou areNever coming homeNever coming homeCould I? Should I?And all the things that you never ever told meAnd all the ghosts that are ever going to haunt meNever coming homeNever coming homeCould I?Should I?Ever...Get the

Prison gates won't open up for meOn these hands and knees I'm crawlin'Oh, I reach for youWell I'm terrified of these four wallsThese iron bars can't hold my soul inAll I need is youCome please I'm callin'And oh I scream for youHurry I'm fallin' Show me what it's likeTo be the last one standingAnd teach me wrong from rightAnd I'll show you what I can beSay it for meSay it to meAnd I'll leave this

My insides are turned to ash, so slowAnd blew away as I collapsed, so coldA black wind took them away, from sightAnd held the darkness over day, that nightAnd the clouds above move closer Looking so disatisfiedBut the heartless wind kept blowing, blowingI used to be my own protection, but not nowCause my path has lost direction, somehowA black wind took you away, from sightAnd held the darkness