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Please, don't set me free me for your own peace of mind.Long ago, I could fly anywhere but,I don't have the confidence to flylike the days when my wings were threatened by the wind in the middle of the night.So for now, I'm still in a birdcage.I WANNA FLY SOMEDAY'Till the lost blue sky returns,I might as well sing a song for you.I had a dream, from the days that I flew around all day,without

As I think about a conversation I had with a dear friend of mine, she said the following:"...just looking at your blog..and for the first time? ...I'm a little sad to be female""it's a feeling created over time.. -nods- with each post I feel a little worse.. "As I sit here and think about it, I don't think there's many if any other females that feel the same, if at all. Maybe some worry about my

I Come Home Late At Night
With My Boots In My Hand
Stumble In The Back Door
Being Quiet As I Can
And I Know She's There In Bed
Cold And All Alone
And She's Cryin'
Because I'm Breaking Up Our Home

And She Knows
The Hell I'm Going Through
In This World
Inside My Head
There's A Devil
In The Bottle
And She Want's
To See Me Dead

I Fall Into Her Arms
And She Helps Me With My Clothes
I Guess She Stays

It's another lonely evenin',In another lonely townBut I ain't too young to worry,Nah I ain't too old to cry,When a woman gets me downGot another empty bottle,Mmmm n' another empty bedAin't too young to admit it,Nah I'm not too old to lie,I'm just another empty headMmmm that's why I'm loney... I'm so lonelyBut I know what I'm gonna do-I'm gonna ride on, ride on...(Ride on) Standin' on the edge of

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:David SmithBirthday:-Birthplace:Santurce, Puerto RicoCurrent Location:Peoria, IllinoisEye Color:BrownHair Color:BrownHeight:6'4Right Handed or Left Handed:Right handedYour Heritage:Americanized SpicThe Shoes You Wore Today:White Nike sneakersYour Weakness:White GirlsYour Fears:Being a HoboYour Perfect Pizza:Something with Gaucamole and a lot of meatsGoal

One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme when I was obsessed with time
All I know, time was just slipping way
And I watched it count down till the end of the day
Watched it watch me and the words that I say
The echo of the clock rhythm in my veins
I know that I didn't look out below
And I watched the time go right out the window

I'm down a one way street
With a one night stand
With a one track mind
Out in no man's land
The punishment sometimes
Don't seem to fit the crime

Yeah there's a hole in my soul
But one thing I've learned
For every love letter written
There's another one burned
So you tell me how it's gonna be this time

Is it over?
Is it over?
'Cause I'm blowin' out the flame

Take a walk outside your mind
Tell

Welcome to a tripInto my hurt feelingsTo the center of my soulYou better bring a lightTo find the house of meaningsIn the labyrinth of yeas or no.For you, life is just like chessIf you don't make a moveYou'll lose the game like thisCause you, you're walking on the edgeYou, you chose the way of love and painYou, don't you see the bridgeI've built for you, it's just one step to start again.Welcome

Ever feel that you need to drink people away? Or maybe you like to listen to music because nobody in real life is that good or worth while? Or maybe you just need to make sure that your rusted heart can feel from time to time.. here's my list that sort of does that..

My Sad List

You've kept me like a dog
like a crazy dog
You want to manipulate my life
you've sized me up pretty good.

I recognize that you excite me
but I think you've jumped the gun
you want to chain me to your desires
chain me at your feet
to your lap
and to your skin..

Like a dog
you've kept me,
and driven me crazy.
Like a dog
you've kept me,
and driven me crazy.

I don't know if I'm a masochist
or only

If it's a matter of confessing,
I don't know how to make coffee,
and I don't understand football/soccer.

I think even once I was unfaithful,
I even play parcheese badly,
and I never use a watch.

And to be more honest, nobody thinks about you
like I do
even if you are indifferent about it.

If it's a matter of confessing
I never sleep before 10
and I don't shower on Sundays.

The truth is also

Walk away if you want to.
It's OK, if you need to.
Well, you can run, but you can never hide
from the shadow that's creepin' up beside you.

And, there's a magic runnin' through your soul,
But you can't have it all.
(Whatever you do)
Well, I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
And I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two

Baby says I can't come with him
And I had read all of this in his eyes
Long before he even said so
Why go, I asked?
You know, and I know why
And it'll be just as quiet when I leave
As it was when I first got here
I don't expect anything

Take care
I've been hurt before
Too much time spent on closing doors
You may hate me, but I'll remember to love you
Goodbye
Don't cry
You know why
And it'll be

There's so much I want to say nowBut it's too late i knowThere's no way to heal these wounds nowAnd my heart bleeds for youAnd our love is crashing Like a tidal waveComing over meSo I wanted you to knowThat i finally let you goAfter all i've held on toThis is my goodbye to youI was always there for youBut you never saw the truthAnd the reason that i knowIs i've finally let you goYesterday you

Late at night I close my eyes
And think of how things could have been
And when I look back
I remember some words you had said to me

It's better to have lost at love
Then never to have loved at all

I won't forget you baby
(I won't forget you)
Even though I could
I won't forget you baby
(I won't forget you)
Even though I should, yeah

Sometimes in my head
I can still see pictures of you
And I

You've got your hair permed
You've got your red dress on
Talkin' bout how second gear was such a turn on
And the fog forming on my window tells me that the morning here
And you'll be gone before too long
Who taught you those new tricks?
Damn I should'nt start that talk,
but life is onw big question when your starin at the clock
And the answers always waiting at the liqour store, 40 oz to
Freedom,

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can’t be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony

The problem isn't that I found youThe problem is forgetting you.The problem isn't your absenceThe problem is is that I'm waiting for you.The problem isn't a problemThe problem is that it hurts.The problem isn't that you lie to meThe problem is that I believe you.The problem isn't that you playThe problem is that it's with me.If I liked you for being freethen who am I to change you?If I stay

If you tell me no, think about it twicebecause it might be more convenient to say no.If you tell me no, it could be that you're wrongand I'll make it my task to make you say yes.If you tell me yes I'll stop dreaming and I'll turn into an idiot,better to tell me no and give me that yes like a tear jerkerTell me no, thinking of a yesand leave the rest to mebecause if it gets to easythen love makes

... I understand why I am the way I am. Things are better meant to be observed. Scenery is only good from a distance. Nobody appreciates the view up close, it's only good far away so you can take a picture of it and admire it later. Anyways.. SONG TIME!! MWA HA HA HA

Do you believe in heaven above
do you believe in love
don't tell a lie don't be false and untrue
it all comes back to you

Open

There is something incredibly delicious about pale skin and dark hair...

Waited for you
I waited
Uninterrupted tomorrows elapsed
Paused and looked back
And lamented together over endless todays

Learned my lesson that memories won't last forever
I've been tearing up inside, crying in the corner of my heart

Wanted to tell you to hold on to
Times spent under the overpass, fleeting days
That I have such regrets - words I couldn't voice that day

There were times when we

Ahead in the twilight, is the moon lighted silver
We are projected as though in a mirror, carrying our helplessness and all
This song exists for me to fly to your town

You who are trembling and helpless
Will you one day become the wings of tomorrow that will save us?

The shadows point at 2 o'clock
The wind blows through the gaps between the shining red trees
If only I could fly to your town